ive calmed down..unfortunately the world going to end tomorrow for my benefit..i fear im slowly getting to a forced resignation of not being able to change anything thats happening and so i might as well do stuff while freaking out because well im guessing thats just not gonna give me a break..finally gave in and cleaned up the kitchen and told the new land lady that ill be moving out at the end of the month..she told me that she will get back to me on it to let me know if theres anything ill need to do..but i finally told her and thats one thing i guess..for as much as i hate all of whats going on im slowly doing things to move and stuff..but since all of it starting to get overwhelming again ill lay off until tomorrow..just gotta go through my closet some and pull out some shirts i dont wear anymore for dorthy...
im trying hard to remind myself to calm down and stop making myself get so worried..some of it was prolly just the usual after therapy freakyness..the rest was i dont know..still not thrilled about tomorrow or wed at all..and i need to pick up the razor i have on the floor before i step on it..cas ive done that before and it sucked big time
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