Tuesday, January 01, 2019

Hello 2019

This is the first day of the new year and i have to say that it feels nice..my mind is hooked on this new beginnings feeling and wondering how it will play out..i have a whole year ahead of me to change and grow and be at peace…well the make attempts ti have those things..

2018 was a year if growth and understanding myself better..a year of getting insurance and making changes for my health..for becoming more stable and working 2 jobs and even taking a vacation to the Bahamas..i passed my national tests and became a certified pharmacy tech …i think that is my shining achievement from last year..passing that test..and now i cant help but wonder what this new year will hold for me…although getting my health in order is the top priority it is not a resolution i am making..i just want to make a healthy life and lose weight…stay busy …work and have fun at the same time…life is hard enough you know without making things harder on myself..i gotta get my meds in order and get back to a functioning level..

nope ..no bringing myself down today…not happening..no no no…this year is going to be amazing…i hope big hopes that this year will be amazing… what does life have in store for me ?!?!