hmm

finally starting to feel better...still hurts to breathe most of the time but thats getting better too..head still unfocused as heck most of the time and when we first went out this morning shopping i was cranky i guess..and not feeling good but after a little while it got better..went to a few places and found some really cool stuff..my favorite being the painting thing that chnages when you walk by it ...i got the ripple effect one and nia got the tree that goes through the seasons in like a second flat..so cool..we tried them all out in the store and just kept holding them up and walking by them to see what happened lol..i really like the waves crashing one and the hearts drawn in sand where the water washed them away..i think i would like another one if i could get one...and of course my new care bear calendar..and new movies and some other stuff ..but of course i dont know any of that! so ill wait and see what the rest of it is tomorrow like a normal person..opened on earlier today and nia picked a horrible one to hand me cas it was the thermal undies ..she opened her new coat and henry of course opened his laptop...finally went and looked under the tree to see what i could pick out and i only found my boots and dvd player that i was sure about..the other stuff i couldnt figure out at all but im guessing clothes and whatnot..so feeling a little better than i was earlier..still way out of sorts i guess..we went out for lunch and i paid because well that was just kinda how it worked out..and it was fun..laughed and joked around about the stupid stuff we usually talk about but havent in like forever..so it was fun and really did help my mood a lot..now im just trying to figure out if ill be able to sleep tonight...never manage to sleep great on christmas eve waste of time to try..spend half the wait waiting and then finally fall asleep to have henry come in and wake me up a couple hours later ..so shouldnt sleep...maybe after i watch my movie ill clean up or something to stay busy for a little while