feeling stupid

as of right now im not babysitting and it was such a waste of gas to drive home..that may or maynot change by tomorrow..who knows ill wake up tomorrow and dee will call and ask me to come and babysit..no big deal if i dont..mommy will just be giving me the rest of the money she owes me...ugh so stupid..but before i even got home mommy called and asked if i would help when i got home..and of course i thought great i should have stayed in greenville because now ill be at home with no where to go for two days..still thinking i should have just stayed in greenville..ill be stuck cleaning for the next two days and doing random stuff for mommy for the next two days..oh well no need to complain i guess..not a big deal..and i forgot to take the razors out of my bag..joy