Monday, December 18, 2006

sick of packing

been really good packing wise..but constantly finding more and more stuff that needs to be packed is becoming incredibly overwhelming..its like the more i go through all of it the more i dont know what ive already done and what i need to do..im running out of boxes and space and everything just seems to be piling up...i really did feel incredibly overwhelmed earlier and had to stop..ive partly emptied both of my closets and there are still clothes all over the place..mommy says dont throw away any of my clothes and if i packed them all i would have nowhere to put half of them!! i have clothes in ever suitcase i own..a box of shoes..a box of sweatshirts..and there are still clothes in my closet i need to take down and clothes on the floor i need to pick up..theres still so much to pack and it feels like ive done nothing..regardless of the bunch of boxes sitting all over the place packed already..4 upstairs..2 open downstairs..few smaller ones for just randome stuff..suicases and the crate things..geez i could clothe a third world country and it wouldnt put a dent in my closets at all ..maybe all of it is just starting to get to me..its just incredibly dishearting to work so hard and it still seems like ive done absolutely nothing ...ive had to decide that once i find out when exaactly im moving ill have to come back a couple days ahead of mommy to finish packing stuff..i just wont be able to get it all done by tomorrow..no way in heck..not when the kitchen still has to be tackled and i cant start packing dishes or anything until all of them are cleaned...ive been cleaning the cabinets out and throwing away all the food and stuff i had that has been opened and never used..boxed up all the unopened stuff to go with me..found so much stuff i never thought i would see again...thrown away tons of junk..and im still finding more stuff...i didnt realize how much i could stuff into a closet and forget about..ive been trying to stay focused and its slipping a bit now..im tired of packing and looking at boxes..im tired of all of it really ...so now ill play with pictures for a while and then get back to packing...

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