oh well

well things are as they usually are..im always in the wrong but thats nothing new on so many levels..not going to look at apartments and i guess i should stop expecting stuff with mommy until its the last minute..so i know where i learned it..but anyway..wasting the day doing nothing..watching tv and online and waiting for dusti to come out of hiding again..i really should fix the door on my closet so she will stop getting in there..a bit bored..ok really bored ..still really sad about the whole therapy thing..funny i never thought actually ending would be so hard..trying really really hard not to ignore it cas then it will just get worse and ill have to deal with it eventually..so guess ill be stuck figuring all of it out for a while..overall just sad..its actually getting colder..maybe it will snow..prolly not but maybe..and im not really feeling up for writing so maybe ill think up something else to add later on