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got my car back today..its weird driving the aztek and being so high up vs my other car that i was way more used too..even though it cut off and everything i was starting to like it..it got me where i needed to go and i knew that car..but now i have my aztek back and mommy says its back to being mine again..since its in my name and everything its my car anyway..also told me that since i ahve to back i get to start paying the car notes on it..and good grief its not cheap at all having a car b ut oh well..will just figure it out .. so drove around some today with it..trying to get used to driving it and comfortable driving it..feels different than my other car..and the buick seriously has me paranoid..so prolly a good thing having a car that wont cut off on my but im guessing ill be a little catious with going slow and everything..but i can blast my cds all i want..and it wont matter..cleaned it out some today..vaccumed and took it to the car wash and its all shiny and nice looking..still have to do some inside cleaning and moving stuff between cars..actually packed and overpacked at the same time...still worried ill forget something and not be able to come back and get it..constantly going over stuff to get and make sure i have so i dont forget anything..starting to get nervous about leaving..worried ill get lost or something..mommy keeps giving me directions and telling me what to do and what not to do..making me more nervous than i already am..dusti is playing all over the house..i got new pajamas today..still lots to do..and its already 10..i dont want to stay up late or anything tonight so that i know ill be able to wake up i nthe morning when i have too..