if i stay here ill kill myself..once i get all my stuff im leaving and going back to greenville not that it really matters anyway..already cut...dont even remember how long its been since i have cut..just have the huge urge to hurt..cried but that stopped after a little while..still want to cut though...nothing ever works out..i did everything i was supposed to do and still im screwed in the end..no im not going to look at apartments..ill be lucky if i even move.. i dont care anymore