ive decided its my sinuses that are the problem and i hope i just take enough meds to make it through the day without a horrible headache and overall just not feeling good feeling..woke up after mommy left and took something and actually made tea for like the first time in months and then went back to bed for a few hours..but now im up and eventually ill have to make my way over to dees house cas riley and harris and now tyler are completely looking for me and expecting me to show up..so ill go over there at some point in the next couple hours..have to do a couple errands and get gas and all that fun stuff i never had to worry about before..im really just hoping ill feel better soon and wont be sick for all of christmas..and since ill most likely be at dees house until christmas eve ill just have to figure it out as it happens and take extra meds with me so that ill be awake and half way attentive to wahts going on..doesnt really feel like im focusing on anything though and its taking forever to write this or write anything..maybe i should go eat or something..
but getting sidetracked..it doesnt feel like its christmas at all right now..it was a little colder yesterday but it didnt really change anything..i have no idea what i want from nia or henry and i told wayne to get me movies..im going shopping with nia and henry though so i could just pick something out in the store and tell them to get it..im guessing way to much has been going on to really care much for christmas this year..and now being sick just makes it a little worse..mommy is already planning what we are going to be doing after she leaves..and its just better to say ok to what ever it is she is planning and then change it as we see fit after shes gone...not a big deal and less stress i guess..
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