black friday

so i couldnt go shopping ...kinda sucks although i didnt know anything i really wanted since i didnt know all that was gonna be on sale but it would have been interesting..but all teh crowds do make me nervous..but staying and taking care of granny is not something i really wanted to do either..once again i was promised to help before i was even asked and then asked in a way that made it impossible to say no..oh well for me..i dont think ill be getting old..i dont want anyone taking care of me..so i have figure out how to give granny a bath and that is just creepy..

yesterday was ok i guess..henry was stupid and ended up breaking one of the windows in his car and barely got in trouble for it..i would have been banned from every driviing again if i had done that..but its supposed to getting fixed before he leaves to go back to school and ill prolly end up going back to school without the money im owed..stupid stupid me..not a lot of people came by..found dusti hiding in my closet and then proceeded to pull her out and block my closet so she couldnt get back in there..she was playing down stairs last night after i fell asleep the first time and when i woke up henry told me she was running all over the place downstairs..so i kept her in my room last night and when i got up this morning i left my door open..and she was downstairs looking around earlier considering i was up since 6..not like i really wanted to sleep or anything after mommy woke me up and reminded me to check on granny at 6 anyway and once im up and it kinda sucked being up so early..so i just got online and wasted time for a while..

gotta get addresses for annoucements before i leave..im expecting a call about going to babysit sometime today..gotta clean up im expecting too..once again at a loss about what is bothering me so much..tired and dont want to think about it anymore