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im going home this weekend...talked to mommy this afternoon before i came home and she told me that dee needs me to babysit..not that im complaining since i can so use the extra money..ill just come back on sunday and i dont have to be by myself this weekend...maybe ill even get a trip to the movies out of it..

today was a hard one at work..saw a little baby in clinic..2 months old now...in the hospital... 16days hold with a head injury from her dad...it was really not cool.. she was such a beautiful little baby..i wanted to take her home and her twin..i was sitting in the room just staring at her..wanting to take her pain away and it was really hard..knowing i dont want kids i would have taken her...i really wanted to ask to hold her but she was sleeping and the doc kept doing the doc thing and she was crying some..so i held off and asking to hold her but i really wasnt paying attention after a while i was looking at the baby so much...some parents just really really suck

not much to write about i dont think..kinda in my own little world tonight