not making sense

funny i dont talk much about the past..just little random bits and pieces of things i dont remember..not that i really want to talk about any of it but at least give me a break and let me remember it..lots of empty spacce in my head ..well not right now since im fallign asleep and so of course my head wakes up and seems like its going on a sugar rush.. back and forth on the same old stuff...i really need to find something new to drive myself crazy with..so ill have to think up something soon..went to dinner with yvonne ..because i of course was having a fit over wanting a baked potato and just refused to go anywhere that didnt serve any..allen is coming this weekend but just spending one night and then ill have the house to myself again..trying hard not to purge but eating is going up and down..forgetting time frames and all that good stuff..its barely been 4 days on purging and prolly just as long for cutting..maybe a little longer considering the itching has stopped..have a bear named edward riding in the passenger seat of my car..yvonne named him edward and so i jut started calling him that..considering i was going for it being a girl bear..but its not now..boy bear named edward..and hes ever in the seat belt lol..hmm done rambling for the night