thanksgiving

ive been once again lacking in paying attention to what i start..i planned on writing but then started doing other stuff because i couldnt figure out what i wanted to write..i still dont really know..its thanksgiving and i should be thankful for something but im coming up blank right this minute...made it home yesterday but had to drive through flooded roads and it was really scary..especially with the car cutting off on me..so freaky but i did make it home and that was good...i guess itsa good thing getting more comfortable with driving and im starting to think of the car as being mine in all its screwyness..dusti disappeared on me yesterday nad i knew with so many ppl in the house she would freak and hide but i couldnt find her at all.and last night she finally turned up and i know shes ok..and i can stop worrying..baked a million things yesterday and didnt help with any of the cooking stuff..its not fair im expected to help so much and no one else has to do anything..im trying not to be incredibly loud since ive been up for line an hour and a half and not offered to help with the cooking...i know if she finds out im awake ill have to start helping and it sucks i have to hide out..but anyway not a big deal..felt guilty for not helping anyway..and i know ill have to help today so ill get over it...everyone is home..nia is back for a few days..and henry from school and wayne from work..the ramps still weird me out for granny but ok..even comeshia came from school to visit and stay for a few days..sissy and her boys will be here later and then the random people dropping by to visit granny..thats what i dont like about the holidays..to many uninvited people dropping by...still im hoping to work the weekend and make some extra money and i want to go to the movies too..i wonder if we will go tonight? prolly not but its a nice hope...the weather has cleared up some at least and its not raining or windy anymore but it actually looks like fall now..i like fall, i think i might make it my favorite season..fall and winter i like way more than spring and summer..but since im running out of anything interesting at all to talk about i guess im done for the morning..