i hate wondering

i went to see santa clause 3 today with harris and ann mcbride...it was a good movie and i liked it..i love christmas stuff before its actually christmas..but it was cool..and had my fun in the grocery store this morning for dee..listened to her ask me again and again why i want to go to asheville and how come i cant just be a nanny..well duh i didnt go to school to be a nanny..fun yes and sure it has its perks but as a full time job no..so anyway im guessing thats just one of those never ending battles with her and im sure i wont be hearing the end of it anytime soon...riley and harris are not allowed to go and se ehappy feet without me..if they go or not doesnt really matter but i know ill take them when i come back for thanksgiving..not a big deal but i really want to see it...talked to mommy this morning and when i told her i would be home this evening sometime she told me there was something she wanted to talk to me about..and its just so stupid because now ive spent all day wondering and worrying about what ive done and if im in trouble and what in the heck she wants to talk to me about..since im broke it cant be about money..but all day everything that ive worried..and now i have to go home and figure out what is going on