ok so i lied

im feeling a little guilty for what i did...but happier than i have been all week too...very weird trade off...but to keep myself busy ive been cleaning...kitchen is mostly done again and my room is actually looking like a room..i can see my floor and all my bags have finally managed to be stored away in my closets..i have no idea how ive managed to get so much junk but im seriously running out of storage space...i need to get a book shelf i have so many books now..and i dont even mean to buy then but i just kinda get them from different places and until i started cleaning and noticed all the books piling up on the floor i figure its time i got a book shelf...maybe then ill even get to put up some of my frames ive been collecting for no real reason...my closets are overflowing with clothes..a lot of them i dont wear and have no intention of wearing either...i should just give them away but ill wait and maybe donate them somewhere when i have my car that im still waiting for and ill be paying for thanks to mommy making stuff up again...but anyway im kinda glad i finished cleaning my room pretty much...makes me feel like im not such a slacker...ill finish the bathrooms and living room tomorrow when im finishing laundry and other stuff...as long as i dont get to distracted i should be ok ...found my cards and things and tomrrow ill look for my journal from camp because it has all of my warm fuzzies in it that i was dorky enough to actually keep..but im getting sleepy now