hmmm

i want a superpower..like a good one but not flying..i watched the season opening for heros and it looks like a really good story line..i might have to watch it and see how much i caught up into it..but still i want a super power maybe i could handle being like rouge and be able to pull powers from other super heros or like storm and control the weather..ok controlling the weather has its good points and i could so live in the safest places possible if i can keep it a temp i like for forever ..but ok enough about super powers ill never ever ever get..hmm went to campus with yvonne and hung out in the lab while she took her test and then we went to the grocery store...i mostly got juice and water and diet soda because im not really feeling much like eating these days..im guessing that will change to soon but for now its not high on the list of things i want to do..im nervous about dr bunch coming and doing her evaluation tomorrow morning ...i know i shouldnt be scared but i am..i know i wont hear anything bad but that might chnge..maybe ive forgotten something bad ive done..maybe im not doing a good job..everything is a maybe and nothing is definite..and i dont know what will happen and im erally not liking that...im trying to think of every possible thing that could go wrong so i wont be surprised...hmm ok deep breath and calm down..everything will be fine and im just over reacting as usual...

i did have something else to write about but i cant collect my thoughts right now ..