last night

not a lot of time to write since im running late as it is..but right now im just to tired to be thinking to far ahead..i dont want to go to work and i just want to sleep right now but cant so..last night i went with yvonne to pick up my car...this didnt work out and it really was a waste of a trip and i almost hit a cop..well i pulled out without really looking and almost got hit..less than 10 mins in the car and im about to get a ticket! good grief but the cop was nice and just told me i really needed to look and pay attention more..but still im glad it worked out..nia was in the car with me and it was really scary because out of nowhere the cop lights just come on behind me...still im trying hard not to be scared about driving since ill have to get used to it anyway..but then other stuff started going wrong with the car and it had to stay..it was a waste going on some levels but at least i knew that it would start turning off on me before we got to far away and the guy came and just took it back..so now the plan has changed again but im still without a car..but mommmy says they are supposed to be trying to bring it to me this weekend and ill stick to driving with less traffic until im more confident. it was an incredibly disappointing night.