i am a failure ... completely .... i dont know what im going to do...im stressed out and keep being told that i have nothing to be worried about...im trying to hold back the tears ... right now...and i dont want to talk to anyone right now... im sorry i dont sound happy or want to do anything..im trying to hang on but each day it just gets so much harder...and so i guess ill just keep my worrying to myself...id rather not here that i just need to pray or that i dont need to be depressed and taking medication...the more interesting question would be to ask when am i not depressed???
another day of stomach troubles from not eating all day and then eating to fast i guess....next time ill just not eat.. im sick of my stomach boycotting food..
ill prolly juts go back to staring at the ceiling or something...
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