so ive been told that my check will be getting held back..next week....i want to scream bloody murder..curse and rant and rave and just hit something....i dont like being told that i need to come in so things can be discussed..if im fired juts fire me..but no i get to wait until tomorrow to find out what will be happening i guess...or what is already happened...either way..im already missing one pay check...but now im going to have another possibly held...what in the hell do they (on that side of the office) think i am going to do..where im going to live...
because yes this makes me want to turn in my work all the more .... freekin freekin gosh i want to curse and yell at someone.... i need to go home...i really need to go home...
because everything will be once again screwed all up...may end up having to tell sarah i cant go to vabeach with her..i dont know yet...i cant think right now...i really cant ...
stupid appointment/exam from earlier hasnt helped anything at all...im sick of life right now..and if i have to borrow money from mommy i may as well just go ahead and kill myself and get it over and done with...the urge to do awful things are filling up my head right now....
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