feeling angry ....

i dont want to ruin the day or the weekend...i just always forget how much arguing and cursing at each other and what not is a big trigger ...and now im home and feeling sad and alone and i want to go back to sarah and i cant ..and im angry that taji and bounce werent taken care of..and that my stomach refuses to calm down ..and im sick of my bang period ..and i just feel so gross and pathetic right now...