feeling sick...

you know i realize that the mierna thing is going to help in the long run...but right this minute i want to rip the darn thing back out juts to stop the cramping and hurting...walking hurts..sitting up hurts..i feel very sick and im supposed to be getting ready for my interview...i want to cry in frustration because i know my attention is deivided right now..and im not really sure about being able to focus as much as i need too today..im going to take some midol and hope it helps a little bit..cas i need to get up and get out of the house...dont throw up...thats my goal...i hope i manage the interview ok ...crap