well i was able to go back to sleep for a bit this morning...but even when i woke up i am still feeling fairly sick...and now i can add on feeling scared too..about today..about all aspects of what i need to do today. im scared...so very scared..of the interview, of my doc appointment..of all of it....i just want to lay in bed and hide..i really do..
i spent the morning applying for more jobs...and filling out applications online...
now its time for me to get up and get moving...but im slow to move...i want to lay down..go back to sleep..stop thinking about everything that is going on...no thinking about the darn gyno appt and the fact that it will be having the birth control put in...it took so much for me to go the other week ..just to be told that i needed the darn thing...now i go back..and i dont want to go back...my stomach is not feeling so steady and yeah ... id rather not do anything highly embarrassing today...please just let me make it through the day.
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