5 months....

i was reminded today that it has been five months...there have been happy times, sad times, angry times, and times for apologizing and regaining trust...but we are both still here..we are both still there for each other..she wont let me shut down and shut her out..and i make sure she is taking care of herself...loving someone is not what i thought it would be...neither a bad or good assesment..it is just different...and it is really just being able to lay down with her and know im not alone that calms my mind and my heart...the other things are perks ..the laughs and talking and jokes and traveling and breaking down and building up..quiet talks about the future, about the present, about the past...hearing and listening to what is said and not said...caring and thinking about her when i am not with her....that is what love is..and that is what i have found.