as my world crumbles around me ... i really dont know what to say...what to think...what to do....im trying to think and plan and yet all i want to do is shut down and just ignore every single thing...
i should have realized that the whole you wont be seeing your clients for two weeks was a damn ploy to keep me away from my clients...to let them get switched to someone else..before they decided to tell me that i am being let go...all the waiting and asking what in the hell is going on...and it was my client who tells me that she was told i wont be working with her anymore....so that leads to me being back to square one....without a job..wondering what in the hell i have done wrong this time...if it is based solely on me not turning in my paperwork then again everyone else should be fired too...why am i the one that is picked out and picked on for no reason...and yes i guess had i been smarter i would have realized that what i was overhearing was the plans being made for my replacement to come in....geez at least tell me before hand and dont lead me on...hopeless and dejected juts dont even begin to cover how i am feeling right now...
it was my client who told me that she had been told i wasn't going to be working with her anymore...not my supervisors..not the office person..not the directors...no it was my client ... and then i called one of my supervisors and asked what was going on...and she told me that the recommendation was for me to be let go...ok fine..what is the basis for me being let go? what rule did i break? what did i not do except paperwork? call all of my clients and let them tell you that i have been to see them..that i am working with them....but no...my client called me crying because of what she had been told..information that i hadnt even been told yet..and i couldnt deny or validate anything that was said...my clients are being hurt and i cant do anything about it..
and so i willingly will mess up my no cutting record..because that is all that i can think of to do inorder to not feel anything at all
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