i
right now
i am just very very hurt...and sad...the anger has begun to drain away..but it is still there also...to think that two of the people i trusted have inadvertenly used information against me..hurts a lot..it really does...i dont have a lot of friends..and i really dont let many people know what is going on with me...but yvonne did know..and nia knows a lot...and now i guess i became the topic of conversation when mommy went up to nias this weekend...i dont know why..but i was...and now i have mommy telling me i need to have my own life...that i shouldnt be taking care of anyone..
my heart hurts
my body hurts
the sad thoughts are overwhelming me...
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