dejected

feeling very dejected today....get paid tomorrow and no money to do anything significant with...can do the hotel but that is getting to the point of not being a good option anymore...but not getting approved for an apartment...and so tired of looking and tired of not being able to do anything..and not enough money for a deposit plus rent ..and im thinking we will end up looking at renting a room again..until we can save up...i dont know what else to do...