its only 10 am and i feel as if i have been awake all day already..im wired and i do know why..but well..not smart ideas are at the head of my mind lately...i know what im doing is not smart at all ... but oh well...this particular med keeps me awake and so im feeling wired and amped and tired all at the same time...plus it kills my appetite ... win win situation really since i need to stay awake..i wont have the meds for forever anyway...prolly only like 3 weeks or so...but oh well... yeah like im currently planning to like go wash and clean my car...i never want to clean my car lol..im prolly drugged...i would fail a random drug test. hah...its prolly not that funny .. but oh well ..
ok focus...im super focused and not focused..and thinking about a million things..
i want to write but i cant figure out what it is that i want to write about ...
its a new week and im alive..pissed off about yesterday but ill manage....today is a new day right ?! those kids dont know i can hold a grudge like a champ..ha..but whatever..the little shits will learn that im not clueless..but i can be a fun time killer ... its great fun actually.
so i prolly need to pack my stuff up ..or start or something ...since ill most likely be in a hotel by the end of the week...i keep forgetting that today is monday...that i really only have a few days...that my life will once again be packed up into boxes and stored awaay...ive failed ...im trying to focus on that i will have a bed again ...that i will be able to stop sleeping on the floor..
my stomach is hurting ..and i cant think right now...
No comments:
Post a Comment