and maybe i got ahead of myself ...-sigh-

today has been one of those days where things just keep messing up....i want to cry...but im too hot right this minute and my head hurts and im again trying not to panic...my tire was flat today...put air in it...my tire blew completely on the way to the store..thankfully i wasnt by myself and between me and my roommate we got it changed by ourselves..because even though i stopped in a parking lot of a shopping center..NO ONE offered any help at all...i was practically in front of a dang autoparts store for crying out loud...but whatever....my car jack thing ended up getting broken in the process though...i dont have money for gas right now..i really dont have the money to have my tire replaced...and then the air stopped working in my car..which is a major major issue for me because i dont do well when im getting to hot.i really dont...and missing my meds yesterday has me feeling like crap today..and there is ANOTHER couple moving into the house..taking the other basement room..and they have a dog! the main ppl in the hosue had already told me that they where planning on moving by the first of june...so why rent out the other basement room..that is being used for storage by everyone for a month?? i dont understand...i really really dont..that will bring the amount of ppl in the hosue to a grand total of 8...and that is to many for me...i already know that..and yes im looking for an apartment and all of that..but im still here for the month you know...im already feeling crowded and they havent even moved in yet..the last person who was in the other room stole $300 from me..but there was no evidence you know...i dont like this set up at all anymore..at least now with the other single girl we are looking for an apartment together..so that will help a lot financially....but just am feeling so overwhelmed right now..and the stuff i need to get done for the job will cost money too..and im juts frustrated i guess...sorry for complaining..