bad mood...not feeling good.just go away

im trying to keep to myself right now..im in a horribly bad mood and im just trying to deal with it and not act on anything im thinking ... im not feeling good at all today..and i dont know why...im frustrated that i am literally bleeding all over the place and im afraid to sit on any freaking thing ..and im tired and have a headache and im hungry and dont want to deal with being around anyone and i managed to sleep all morning ... and now im up again and just feeling crummy...i want to do something but i cant..crap right now i just want something to eat that is not a sandwich ... thats all i eat lately...thats kind of all i have money for when i have money...and tomorrow will most likely be a small trip to the store for more sandwich stuff...i hope..things just suck right now....id rather go to work because then i can at least get a meal ...how sad is that...i can tell that im just going to complain..so im going to stop writing .  maybe ill juts go bang my head on the wall or something...again just feeling like a total useless loser ...