no more energy

my energy is gone. .i dont want to do anything but sleep..sleep all day long and not have to worry about getting anything done..i had a headache for most of today..no idea why..maybe im not eating enough during the day i dont know..but aleeve doesnt work for me..maybe cas i only took to compared to my useless five or so ..how ever many i feel like taking at the time but its always more than two..but they were mine and i just asked one of the nurses for something for my head and she gave me some of her meds..then i went and got a free candy apple..staff appreciation day or something and i pick today to want a candy apple..today being the first time ive ever eaten on in my life..and the only reason i ate it was because i took a bite and found ut it was a green apple underneath not a gross red one..so i had my first candy apple today..kinda stupid i guess..who hasnt ever had one? played catch and tumb war with the kids on the floor..im sad ct is leaving tomorrow.ill miss him..but still felt crummy today for the most part..fuzzy should be an emotion..that what it was fuzzy and disconnected this morning..headachy this afternoon..it sucks..but then i just had to notice ive gone and gotten completely dehydrated again..im so thirsty right this minute..but ive been drinking for the last hour or so...not enough to fix it but i cant drink anymore im full, maybe tomorrow will be better..maybe i dont know..maybe ill just feel better tomorrow..