hmm

today is slowly moving along..im tired but its to early to go to bed..went to class and actually drove myself to the doc..annnnnnnnnd i didnt even hit anything..my parking skills are horrible but otherwise im decent..still you can tell im so not used to driving! but i finally got over being really horribly scared and it was go or dont go and not going just wouldnt have been good..so last night hmm freaked for a while..went fora drive to the grocery store..b/p..adn then went to bed and tried to ignore how much it hurt..woke up sick and so i havent eaten really yet today..half a granola bar doesnt seem like it counts even if i want it to..althought the only reason im making a big deal out of it is because i havent taken the vitamins yet and id rathe rnot feel any worse than i do already..the longer i try to think of something to eat the more i cant find anything..not that i have a million choices but i have a few..ill wait a little longer and see if my stomach will not scream bloody murder if i eat..but mostly no energy right now..i think if i go lay on the couch ill be sleep before long. my attention has been horrible today..everything is distracting in the worst way.