sucky week

yesterday bothered me a lot ...one i woke up feeling really sick and skipped my first class...i didnt have my paper to turn in anyway and i didnt want to go so oh well but then i felt guilty for being home and not sdoing anything so i cleaned thehouse completely in like less than 2 hours...i went to my afternoon classes and failed both of my quizzes..and i suck and im a horrible person i know but that wasnt what bothered me..what bothered me was the talk we got as a class from one of the teachers and when she started talking i had no idea what brought on the convo but she was just like ok i got an email that said we werent able to keep up with the notes and its not her responsibilty to you know help us if we arent doing the readings and things and how we have to be responsible for our actions and if we dont read and dont understand then its our fault not hers..ok fine that all makes sense knowing i dont do the readings anyway hence i failed the quiz but after we left shameka went and talked to her and they pretty much just argued back and forth because shameka saw me in the lab and told me that she was the one who emailed but the class was complaining as a whole about how fast the teacher goes and not being able to keep up..but that wasnt new info because we talked about it last year with the teacher when we had her for research so she knows..but shameka is telling me that the teacher just pretty much called us all stupid and that she knew we werent going to learn anything..and i know since i wasnt there that i dont know exactly what happened but ugh its just stupid..first i have the teacher who sounds like she is ready to cry any second for something but then turns around and yells at a student?! not cool at all..no this particular teacher has never been my favortie at all for some reason im just not completely comfortable with her..hard to figure it all out...so anyway yesterday was just sucky i dont feel good today either but i cut yesterday and had fun wrapping my arm up..like that makes sense..sometimes i do like taking care of the cuts more than i like doing them..dont know why though