sick

i hate being sick..ive been waking up not feeling good and it always goes away after a while but today i leave like staying in bed just so i dont have to move...im glad i dont have my 9:30 class today im not sure i would have made it..still i need to get up and figure out what im doing because i need to go to campus anyway to write my paper and to see if i can get the application thing to work and if not print the thing out..nia wants me to work with her at the talisman camp this summer...and its not that i would mind doing it its just i was looking at the application and its long as heck but it says i might have to do pass a doc exam im guessing its like a physical or something but i still dont really want to have to do it..other than that i dont have a problem doing the application..im not really expecting to get the job but ill fill it out because nia asked me to and if i do go it will be fun..nia had fun last summer when she went and the pay is good..but still me and bugs umm no..i talked it over a little with her yesterday and she was telling me there are other areas i could work in that wouldnt make me completely out camping in the middle of no where..as much as i have always wanted to go camping i would you know prefer not to have to do it in the summer with like bugs and dirt..lol so ill just have to see what happens..not that i had plans for the summer anyway...dusti has been calmer than usual i guess..i think her ultimate goal is to knead a hole in my blanket..shes already put a million holes in one of my shirts but its an old one..i liked it but now i have to like it with little holes in sets of 4 going across it..as much as i move around at night half awake and half sleep and end up pushing dusti accidently she sticks it out most nights..which ever way im sleeping she always goes for the spot behind my knees..the dog does that too..or random mornings if im awake and dusti has gotten my attention enough to be sitting right in the middle of my chest or on my side refusing to move until i pet her..but its ok its nice when its not 5 in the morning..when i woke up this morning with her in my bed i was thinking about how long it took me to get her to even let me touch her..that was a highly paitent thing and noow she actually comes when i call her and lets me pet her or sleeps in my bed or sweatshirt since clothes are her other favorite thing to sleep on..oh well im off to waste my day