selfish jerk and i hate you..
for some reason i pick now to want to say taht is such bad grammar..depending on how you read it i might be talking about someone else but then this is me and i hate less than one person hmm maybe one and a half..wonder if i can count as half a person now..could be interesting but completely wouldnt make sense either..i think im missing half my brain or something currently and a nap sounds good but im not sleepy just hanging out in bed becasue i dont want to deal with anything else..half working at making myself ignore everything possible.wonder if that makes me a robot..but robots are creepy and so are bugs..jumpy head and there has to be a hole somewhere in my head because i keep forgetting everything..well forgetting everything except what i want to do and i cant do because just cant so ill spend the rest of the day driving myself up the wall wanting the few things i cant have ugh waste of time waste of sapce still going home tomorrow and granny will die and then i dont know