i think im heading to bed soon .. but im not sure..my eye is really being a pain right now and im trying not to bother the stupid thing but the more it hurts the more i want to pick at it...ended up shopping with henry and nia today and got funny looks when i went and got a happy meal with no meat..played sims with henry and watched dusti wander around the house..but i finally finished packing..all of it that im taking minus one thing that i just have to stick in something tomorrow..but its all done and now i just have to wait until friday..i found out today ill be babysitting on thursday for sissy not that i mind and i think it will be fun for a while anyway..but then because of that i really wanted to finish packing today so it would be one less thing to worry about this week..i got a call today from the student health place and it was really unexpected but they wanted to know if i was coming back to have my bp checked and i said i was doing it here knowing that i wasnt..but then i started feeling guilty because its not that i dont care..hmm ok so i dont care but its just i cant afford to get sick and i feel fine and i stopped b/p which is prolly the reason my bp was out of whack anyway so ill just wait a little longer and then go back and see what they say..hopefully by the end of the summer it wont be an issue but if it is then ill have to go from there..and theres a nurse at camp who will know so i dont think it will be a big deal at all but then knowing me the chances of even going back to the doc are slim to none but not a complete no for now either...got a bunch of luna bars today and coloring books..im going to camp with coloring books lol..and i sent yvonne a letter asking for one from there too so ill be set..and i got a new notebook just to have since i wont be online to often and if i dont have a way towrite ill just drive myself up the wall..prolly means ill need to find a way to not lose very pen i own in a week again..hmmm ive been forgetting my vitamins..no real idea when i stopped again but i know its been a couple weeks at least if not more..prolly closer to three though..dont know..