nothing thrilling

finally managed to get my hair in order...and since i used some of yvonnes shampoo i have a candy head..but it smells good so it works out..i made myself eat more than once today after yvonne got on me yesterday about making sure i ate bread and stuff...so i ate today anyway..havent really been drinking much though..feeling sick anyway and i dont want to take anything because i already know ill be in my own little world later and even i read the med bottles and know you arent supposed to take them and drink anywhere in the same time frame..so ill suffer for a couple days and take something umm monday..anyway..working hard to get out of my bad mood for now..and i realized that i really do have some depressing music..but anyway..i like it and completely sad music or not it still makes me feel better...i even did all my laundry this morning and i can stop worrying about it eating dusti or something in my closet..for a couple days i worried i would lose her in my closet i had so many clothes thrown in there..but all gone now and its kinda nice starting over..i also realized im a dork about a lot of stuff..ummm llosing track of what i was thinking about..all day ive been reminding myself of things not to do..like dont go home with anyone i dont know, dont come home druck and decide to call mommy...that being the most important because ive already swore up and down to mommy that i dont drink.. its really stupid thinking about it now because i am over 21 and everything and i didnt even start drinking until i was 20ish...all the same im so making up for lost time or something...but it will be fun tonight..sometimes i do miss hanging out with everyone..im sure i wont be thinking that tomorrow but thats ok too..so fun times and ill be responsible when i remember too and i will o keep myself out of trouble and all that good stuff