what i would i do if i couldnt write..i think i would be able to drive myself crazy in less than a week..with no where for my thoughts to go i really could drive myself up the wall and it would be really fast...im in a depressing mood and watching rent and making it worse...the longer im by myself the more i want to cut...i keep thinking about when yvonne asked if i knew anything about cutting from my classes and that conversation could have been so different..i still feel a little guilty because she said she didnt know how to help her find and i could have just turned around and told her that she has lived with me for a year and shes helped without knowing she was helping..but i didnt..i dont know if ill ever tell her..or maybe i will when we arent living togethr anymore..dont know..
ive been trying
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