dreams

saying im scared would be an understatement..wake up on edge kinda thing..the suns out and i have to check under my bed to make sure theres nothing there..im starting to notice all the dreams i remember are about being chased..well a lot of them are any way..the one i had this morning was about being taken to this school place or an old house but i went there with someone i knew..i dont think i would have gone if it had been someone i didint know but anyhow they got me there..and i think it was someone i trusted enough to follow in the first place..but still i went and as usual things are never really what they seem..the place made me think of a hospital..some part of it was about getting blood and testing it for a reason i dont know..and i kept trying to get out and they kept chasing me..they keep managing to find me and i just end up being chased by some lady with a needle..had she caught me i really think she would have killed me..i dont think ive ever managed to really die in a dream though..but if you die dreaming does that mean you dont wake up again? i dont know but ive had this dream once before..same thing though..i end up somewhere i dont need to be and when i figure it out i try to get out and it doesnt actually work and i never know how it ends..just running though..always running from something thats trying to get me..ok someone who is trying to get me..my dreams seriously follow the same patterns..if i wanted to think about the ones i remember..like the time i dreamed i was stuck in this house that happened to be in some secret place under an airport..no idea how i managed to find it but once i was there i couldnt get out again..couldnt find the way out or who ever was there just wasnt letting me get out..or the other school one that ended up with me in the middle of something i didnt want to be dealing with..and if i got to wake up i didnt have to but anyway not a good idea to bring it up now..so my dreams end up being about being trapped or chased..im always somewhere i shouldnt be and then i end up being the one hurt or i cant help the one who is being hurt..and the dream i had where i couldnt help still left me trapped in a way..and that dream i dont want to have again either..dreams suck so it seems..as if i dont enough during the day to not think about anything i have to dream about all of it in completely off the wall ways..and then when explained doesnt seem that far off base which makes it all the more crummier..