rant

i keep half remembering and then forgetting what im thinking about..but time management is not my thing and all night ive been thinking of a way to make everything work out for today so i can come and take my test and go the the thing on campus and write my paper and not skip any classes ugh..time is never my friend and its the last day of classes for me..no idea where the semester went..working really hard to catch up and make sure ive turned everything in..i still have to figure out when i have exams and im really hoping i wont have to take the bio one...the weather just doesnt like me much so i go back and forth between wearing my jacket and not wearing it and some times im actually not cold go figure..i just wear it cause i dont like my arms much and im back to wearing tshirts and so i keep my jacket on as much as i can..but i figured out that all my stupid pants are getting to big for me..and thatsw saying something i guess..my fav pair of capris will be falling off completely pretty soon..and for some reason im not happy about that..conisdering i change how i eat like every week i dont really think much about the weight hting if someone asked..then i can just look at them like they have lost their mind but all the same i guess i have ...hmm i wonder if that can count as one of my good things or something..but all the same it annoys the heck out of me because i hate wearing belts and if i dont find one soon i wont be able to wear anything but then maybe i get to stay in the house all day..all the same back to half not eating anyway..and that doesnt bother me..not drinking bothers me a lot more..its to hot for me to only manage drinking less than 3ooz of anything..prolly still not even getting close to that either..