semesters over

hard to believe that the semester is already over for me...suddenly im that much closer to graduating and i have no idea what im going to be doing..ive offically passed my final general ed req..im done..and that really worries me for some reason..like i have no reason to be in school anymore hence they are about to make me graduate but i have no idea what im supposed to be doing after that? real world, get a job, establish myself..who do they think im trying to be?! id rather just i dont know do anything else but reality must set in at some time and bills dont pay themselves...oh well at least i have no one semester left for putting off thinking about all that.

went to the movies yesterday and saw casanova..went the day before that and saw the new world..went shopping on monday..wow tuesday was the only day i didnt do anything fun..no classes dont count as fun..went and did my make up test yesterday and i hope i did ok on it..but back to yesterday..it was fun, went to class and almost fell asleep in bio and that was only after i found out i wouldnt have to take the exam but i would have to sit through the whole class to sign the roll saying i stayed and woouldnt have to take it..yvonne came to two of my classes an inadvertently had to sit through both of them..one longer than the other but still not the most interesting classes ive had to sit through..i was a dork and didnt eat like i should have yesterday and so by 5 i wasnt feeling good and i was so sleepy..some of that being left over from bio but still i knew better...so we went to dinner downtown and it was really good minus the veggies on my plate..and we played phase 10 and went to expressions on a whim cause it was my bright idea to go in..ive always wanted to look i nthe store and yesterday was as good a day as any to do it..its actually a pretty interesting store..a lot of it just wasnt for me but theres tons of stuff to look at and i bought a talisman necklace..senerity and inner strength...i looked at all of them and there were some for happiness and love and everything but the only one i really liked was the one i got..its pretty though..wonder what mommy will say when she sees it..just a little worried she might make me take it off..hmm guess ill have to worry about that when it happens...if it happens...and then we went and saw casanova and it was good, it was funny, it was scandalous..good heavens but its was ok, not to many people having fun at the same time, but still really funny..and at least i didnt choke on a cookie..and i threw half a cookie at yvonne and i was having a perfectly fine night until i called mommy cas she called me and i didnt get it..some things it makes perfect sense to get yelled at about and for some things its just stupid..topic of the night was shoes..how do i get yelled at for wearing the wrong shoes..and its been a week or so since i did it but i still manage to get yelled at so i remember to never do it again...
never good enough one way or another.