Monday, June 01, 2009

not sleeping

im not sleeping good. and its starting to bother me a lot..normally sleep isnt a problem, it just pops up every so often and makes trouble and then goes away again..guess that means i have to take something to sleep tonight, so i better get all my work stuff finished so i can sleep in tomorrow morning..

im glad its monday though, back to the ususal stuff and that makes me feel a bit better..found a couple more jobs to apply for..and decided against applying for one i really liked because its part time and moving the 7 hhours to get there if i got the job really would not be worth it unfortunately ..slightly disappointed in that but now im glad i reread the announcement thing..but its ok ..i get completely stuck thinking that now is like all the time i have..i forget that its not like that and i have tons of time to get things done (in a general sense here)..and that moving, or getting a new job, or going back to school all dont have to happen now and it wont be the end of the world to do the school thing later on..going back to school is one of those things i really am completely sure about..and it would be one of the only things im completely sure about! but im also pretty sure now isnt the time to add on the stress of school on top of everything else..so then a couple more years away wont hurt anything..

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