im upset..angry..pissed off..annoyed..frustrated..trying to control myself..and my thoughts and none of it is going well because im to upset to even really be bothered with it..im really not liking the place where im supposed to be seeing the pdoc at ...i was rescheduled again today..after waiting for almost 45 minutes just to be told that i wasnt even on the schedule..and i dont know how that happened since the other lady called and told me i was when i was cancelled on last time..and its just so so stupid and a waste of time for me to keep showing up just to be told i cant be seen..hello ppl gas doesnt grow on freaking trees here..and im just mad and need to go and do something to stay busy