usual stuff

i ended up falling asleep majorly early last night..all i did was lay down to just think a bit and the next thing i know im waking up a couple hours later with no idea that i had even been sleep .. but then i got up for a few minutes and went back to sleep..and then i got up a 4ish for a bit..and surprisingly enough there are cartoons on at 4 in the morning .and watched tv for a bit and then fell back to sleep..and now im up again and actually had to get out of bed since its time to get up for the day..and after all of that sleep im still tired! go figure

so i guess im a bit calmer from the upsets of yesterday..seriously worried about the car stuff..and im worried ill be not able to go to work tomorrow or friday..mommy tells me not to worry except i have no idea how not to worry! i cant go to work! and that obviously doesnt mean the same thing to her as it does to me.. and its all just frustrating big time

im applying for a part time job...or trying to anyway..the application is killing me ...its a faith based organization and so some of the questions are in regards to religion and testimonies and i have no idea what to put..essh because i realized that i will need something to do on the weekends and well working part time may be a really good idea..and it will be extra money you know..i will try to finish the application and get it turned in..but im not sure about those questions :( but then i saw another part time opening for the same type job that isnt faith based and i may apply for that also...im still waiting to hear back about the other job..and ill have to call the lady back again today and ask...but im still working on applications and things..so thats good i think..

but i guess thats all...some things with therapy going on but nothing new..