no ..not sleeping well at all..still so tired but also up and ugh..just want to go back to bed and not think about anything at all..maybe i just dont want to do anything at all..curl up under the covers and just sleep..i really truly hope next week is less stressful..
the interview yesterday was actually fairly ok..i thought i was going to be sick before i went lol but it wasnt to bad and so not very long ...but i talked to two ppl and they were nice and i could tell they had been working together for a good while just by how they were interacting with each other..they had a cat in the office..i only saw one but i think there may have been another one hiding :) it was a pretty small place and it would be a little more money but no benefits..and thats the really disappointing part in all of it..if i was offered the job im not even sure i would take it because of that and i want to just hold out a bit longer for more money and benefits..that would be the ideal thing...but yes it went ok. seriously the asked some funny questions and one stumped me but really who can think up a way to deal with an adult male wanting to go to the store in a pink tutu?! it took a minute to stop wanting to laugh to think of an appropriate answer..and the funny question was just being asked if i could use a computer ;) nope i have no idea how to use one :P but that all aside it was fun hanging out with my sister last night until i almost feel asleep on the floor and she sent me to bed..so now i have an interview next week and then ill work on more applications...its interesting because craigslist is pretty cool for looking up jobs all over the state..and there are jobs but they are so so far away :( and im taking like 5 hours and that is pretty far away all things considered..there is one i want to apply for because it is a job that is with the same company i work for now..just a different office and it would mean going back up to the mountains which i wouldnt mind at all..but im not sure about that..i want to ask my supervisors about that office but then that would let them know im looking for a job and i dont want to let them know that just yet..but i want to find out if it would even be possible to be transferred or something..but i cant decide..i want to apply but i think thats just to far away to want to deal with right now..and just sticking to the area i live in now and only applying around here, then i have to be a lot more patient in waiting for jobs and openings and things..but i guess i need to stop thinking about it all today..for now anyway...lots of stuff to do today and this week and just to catch up with things in general before next week
last night was seriously boring and tiring..4 hours of never ending boredom :boxer ok really it wasnt that bad the driving class thing..fairly informative..but i would have liked it a lot better if it hadnt been a $200 class..that was the really bad part because it just got in the way big time of other stuff..money wise..like every other freaking bill :snoopy im wiped out again and i now have 2 weeks before getting paid again and its so frustrating i could just scream..and the worries just dont seem to stop at all...hmmm all of it is just waiting and waiting and more waiting..
but on to other news..i got dusti a new flea collar because i just like those better and there easier i think tthan drops or anything and i dont think the drops work as well cas dusti is a furry little ball of hair to be a cat lol..can cats be groomed ? like getting a hair cut and stuff? i think hazard pay would be involved if anyone ever tried to groom dusti lol..but i worked on her last night a bit..and was coming her fur and all the little bugs are seriously creeping me out but i know she will feel better once i have them off of her so ill just suffer a bit longer and keep checking her to see how its working...i just keep wondering how she got them ugh..but she is a cat and i guess for fleas she is a pretty tempting meal deal..but i should be glad its not ticks cas those suck worse than fleas lol..and fleas i can get off much easier..and i should stop talking about bugs now before i weird myself out anymore lol. anyone want to volunteer to come and give dusti a little haircut?? if you make it out with all your fingers and toes umm you can have a coloring book ;)
and now im slowly trying to avoid starting my day..i really really am ..
its interesting that this week has been pretty level when it comes to feeling sad or upset or anything..but its been so busy with everything else..and i think it has helped a lot that mommy hasnt been home for a few days..i dont think ive even seen her for 2 whole days ..not that im complaining..ive talked to her on the phone an stuff..but havent actually seen her..just interesting you know..its easier ..a lot easier being at home without her here, and that still makes me feel really guilty
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