so much for doing anything

she goes out of her way to just make me miserable..she does it on purpose..she does it to be mean and make me upset for no good reason..i hate her :'( no i will never ever ever forget that i dont want to be here. i wont i wont i wont ..shes being extra mean tonight because im going out of town tomorrow..because i wont be here for a few days so i guess she has to just be as mean as possible until im gone..all night its been one thing after another..yes i know i have to clean up..god ive been told 10 times today alone that i need to clean..god i just want to pick up and leave and so everything i was thinking of this morning doesnt make sense anymore because i want to leave right now and not wait and i cant leave right now and its all just stupid..try to stay calm but feeling very very angry..wishing i was anywhere else right now..i wish it was tomorrow so i can just leave