took a day off from work..just couldnt deal with it and did wake up not feeling good. didnt last but i figure better safe than sorry lol..and its easy to make up the missed hours later in the week...but managed to get some random things done..went to the store..got a huge gash on my ankle from shaving..and it was a complete accident..and it was one of those i knew it was happening as it happened..and i dont know how it ended up going that deep but it took a long while to get the bleeding to stop..and i can look at it and deal with it in a really detached sort of way..i wasnt glad i got the cut..little disappointed i still cant manage to shave without giving myself a million nicks but this one was pretty bad and of course this is the one time i had no bandaids at all to use..should put some medicine on it though..
have been thinking a lot about therapy and all of that and i cant really say ive come up with any answers or how to make it better..but i will try and try and keep trying i guess until i figure it out..makes it seem like it will take forever that way..but i dont know anything else and linda doesnt either..and that makes me scared and not wanting to go back but its not like not talking has made things super easy or better..and i do know that its up to me now and im just lost with what to do about it..
messed around with my layout here but i dont think ill keep it..
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