how..

how am i not supposed to freak out ..my car is gone..it cant be fixed :'( ive only had it for like 8 months!! and today im told theres to much damage..and fixing it would be more money than the car is worth..and if it was fixed it would take up to 3 weeks and i cant afford to rent a car for that long..so now its all messed up and its my fault and i dont even want to call mommy and tell her that my car is gone..and i dont have to worry about a deductable now because i have to get a different car and i dont want another one i want that one