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didnt sleep to well cas it hurt..where i got hit with the airbag on my chest..finally just gave up trying ..hand doesnt hurt as much today but still a pain to try and use it to d o anything..really would just like to stay in bed today actually i want to stay in bed for the rest of the week..nervous about everything..dont want to deal with work at all..but i have to do the training this this evening because i cant miss that at all and i need to call my job and let them no im dont really have a car right now..got a rental but i have to pay for it because it wasnt covered in my insurance..but renting the car took a huge amount of what money i did have..feeling very sad,very stupid ..never did manage to cry yesterday and i guess thats why the scary feelings are sticking around so very much..mommy keeps telling me how lucky i was..how i got off really easy because the cop didnt give me a ticket..he only gave me a citation ..im not feeling very lucky at all right now