Wednesday, March 04, 2009

jobs

i was thinking today about all the job stuff again and realized that i dont really think im ready for another job right now..and thats why trying to do anything to get another job just stressed me out and i ended up not doing anything .. i worried about everything but it never included actually getting a job..and today i guess i figured out what was underneath it all, driving all the worries ... and now i know..i wont let myself do anything to get another job because right now i just know im not ready for it..but i wonder if thats setting me up to be stuck forever..or ill forget that i need to move..but i dont think ill forget that either .. but i dont know..

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