in the past two years i think ive been put on more meds than i ever wanted to try..some helped..some didnt...ive gone cold turkey off of one of the worst anti depressants more than once..ugh..and i thought it was going to kill me...
currently im on
80ms prozac
350mg welbutrion sr
2 - 3mg clonazepan (klonidine)
those are my head meds anyway..and thankfully my pdoc listens to me..and i do mess with my meds sometimes to see if it helps or not..but i do let her know of the changes..and its been ok...im not stupid when it comes to meds..im not ..
ive also been on
lexapro
effexor xr
cymblata
celexa
trazodone
hmm think thats all
right now i think the combo that i am on is helping..i generally am feeling more ok than i have in the past..sometimes its what goes on in my life that drives the suicidal and depressing thoughts..but am trying ..well working harder to manage them...
but at some point next week ill be going to the brand name welbutrion..so will see how that goes...right now its all generic and i mean personal preference is the brand names for the head meds..but i cant afford them..so generic it is..but the welbutrion ill be getting through an assistance program so it will be brand name for now anyway..
but alas the meds i really want ..no one will give to me..darn it...that is sucky though..
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